Well I've looked back at my old Valentine's Day entries and last year I was so hopeful and cheerful. It's different reading it now because I know that about two weeks after that entry the reason for my happy disposition fell apart.
He was a great guy and I'm still disappointed that he's gone. I haven't spoken to him since the day he broke my heart. I'm pretty sure I'll never speak to him again, sadly. Then again when something can never be I don't suppose conversation makes much difference. Silence is just the same.
I can't say I'm happy this year. And nothing has improved since last year. It's just another Valentine's Day alone. I don't even have the energy to bash it. I'm just exhausted by my loneliness.
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